Hi CC
Congrats on your 3 months that's so awesome, well done! All you're doing is great, keep it up. Iagree with other - this disease is patient and dangerous - it's primary purpose is to DESTROY you - no questions asked.
What helped me when I was in your situation (now at 18 months clean and sober I can honestly say that for today my desire to use and drink has been lifted by the Grace of God)
What helped me...I bought the green and gold step guide and started working the steps! That is an integral part of the programme and a combination of that and meetings and fellowship keeps me clean and happy today. The Promises DO come true, but by working at it it means the steps...it will also help you find a God of your understanding. That's how it works!
Good luck!
and well done again!
Cahty31
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