Three months
OK, all, I need help. I'm about to come up on my three month clean date; I attend many meetings, I have many sober friends from my home group I call;my best friend works for a detox center - it's all good, right?
Why then, at this 90 mark do I start craving (psychogically) opiates? It's no different this time; except for changes in my thinking and my insight. But, I've gotta tell you, I'm jonesing big time. I try to take my mind off it by keeping busy, but those thoughts just creep right back in. I'm so scared after all the hard work I've done, I'll blow it....again. I guess I'm just putting it out there, kind of like therapy, but i could sure use some help!