Originally Posted by
Lady BlueMiles 
I know that crappy feeling. AH quit drinking a week or so ago, but no AA. Doesn't want to go that road if he doesn't have to. Now I feel like I'm on hold waiting for the other shoe to fall. I'm grateful for small blessings of him being sober to date, but I can't shake this feeling that I'm waiting waiting waiting for him to slip knowing full well he needs recovery and a support system. What a mess.
My ah husband quite about 6 weeks ago. It didn't happen from his idea, unfortunately it was a BAD episode and I wanted out of the marriage. So he quit. At first he went to 2 AA meetings a week and acted like he wants to get well. Then it was 1 mtg a week. He went a total of 6 meetings and stopped. When I asked him about it - he got crabby and said I am nagging.
I feel if he is not committed to being well emotionally, he is not committed to our relationship. I cannot see it any other way. I feel sad and resentful.