I know that crappy feeling. AH quit drinking a week or so ago, but no AA. Doesn't want to go that road if he doesn't have to. Now I feel like I'm on hold waiting for the other shoe to fall. I'm grateful for small blessings of him being sober to date, but I can't shake this feeling that I'm waiting waiting waiting for him to slip knowing full well he needs recovery and a support system. What a mess.