wow chero! the way i see it is this way.......you were unhappy with your job. you have learned through recovery that you no longer have to accept the unnacceptable, and you made a big change.....you quit a job that was unnacceptable to you.
i see it as growth. and i'm glad you are feeling okay with it now. you will find another job that suits you and your needs, no doubt.
enjoy your break, and best of luck finding that job that will suit you better.
hugs to you
jeri