Really, I don't like change.
Hahahahahahahahahaha,,,
Really Sista,,you don't LIKE change?!?!?!?
I think your "core" likes it just fine,,,
Don't you "get it"?!?!?! It's part of the "journey" you embarked upon? The one focused on YOU!!!
We have been "conditioned" for so long, we became complacent (don't ya HATE that word?!?!?) and ACCEPTED the routine. As dysfunctional as it was!!! In our "disease" it was all we knew and it kept us "safe". From FACING ourselves!!!In a weird freakin way, it kept us at peace, because we KNEW what to expect.
I know for me, the FIRST change was the hardest. Even though it was GOOD for me, it felt "unnatural". But I focused on the goal, head down, plow forward and when I lifted my head and reached it, it EMPOWERED me!!!! I felt like I had scaled Kilimingaro!!! I wanted MORE
And so, apparently, do you,,,
I never thought I would tell someone who quite their job and didn't have another one, GOOD FOR YOU!!! But Sista, you been working hard, you DESERVE a rest. Take some of that time to continue your journey,,,
Peace