Hi Sarah - Welcome to SR - I have found great friends and support in the short time I have been here (sober since 8/13/07). I, too, had all kinds of concern about what life would be like without drinking - mine were more anxiety related than "no fun" related, but still the same thought pattern of "what will I do without drinking?" I can not even begin to describe how much better I feel in the 30-some days that I have been sober...there have been hurdles to cross, and everyone here has helped me. I am going to AA, but I am still more comfortable sharing here, so I hope you will stay with us and be another friend. Take care.