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Hi I'm Sarah and I'm certain I'm an alcoholic. I think this is the first time I've ever admitted to it, and it feels strangely good. I want to quit, as I know I'm ruining my life. I'd like to go to AA, but I'm scared. So much of my life revolves around drinking, I feel like I won't have any fun anymore. I know this probably isn't true. I'm going through a divorce (at 25, after 5 years of marriage) I have no (non-drinking) friends and I feel like my life is slowly getting sucked down a drain. I want to stop, but I also don't. I feel like I won't have any fun if I quit. I'm pretty much not having any fun now, so I guess there is nothing to lose. I am unhappy and I want to change. Sobreity seems awful to me.