Originally Posted by Jules62

Hey all you wonderful idiots,

A week of flu-then a counselling session yesterday-and -I caved.

I feel so disappointed in myself-I had 60 something days and lost it all due to how I felt, late last night, after I'd been here.......

I didn't want to make a new thread about it because I just can't face what people might say.But in all honesty-this thread is where I feel the most supported-so I apologise stoney to take away from what it's all about.I just feel loved here and right now-I could use that.I don't need beating up-I've been doing it all day.I feel like I'm a fraud.

I really did try so hard this time.I did.But-I lost it and I'm sorry.

Back to day 1

Julesxox