hey chero .. lots of hugs to you ...
I rmbr when you left . Im feeling a little bit of emotion myself after reading this . its seems it went so fast .
Im so sorry you are in this position that you are in. I know from personal experience that when I keep my head up and move forward with dignity and pride it seems to bring the color back into my life .
I'll will pray for you .. and for him .. and wish you both the best .
M