(((((chero))))))
i know the feeling, babe. give it time.
i went through a mourning period after my divorce, just like i had a death in my family.
but ya know what? i continued to work on myself and to get myself real healthy in mind, spirit, and soul.
my ex hit a bottom that changed him. he is now going to school and will be an addiction counselor. he is a different person. i know this is a very guarded situation, because i know it could change in an instant. but i'm so grateful for his change. i pray he will continue to follow the path to recovery.
he is back in my life on a very strict, boundry controlled basis and it is wonderful. i'm going to enjoy it while it is here, and just observe.
there is always hope. maybe your hubs will find his own way.
much love to you ((((((chero))))))
jeri