rite all..
hope alls well an every1's ok
justbakfrom my AA f2f meeting
well mmmm as i sed in my earlier post my own father is sober tru AA and a solid AA
ambassodor so 2 spk...
i decided 2nite fully that im havin a break from AA
mabye it s my downfall(as they say!) or mabye its my beginning who knows
ill tell u who knows GOD ALMIGHTY and no1 else
mi sponsor or so-called sponsor talked absolute garbage 2nite
hes a gudman an sober nearly20yrs but hes in bondage to meetings
no disrepect all...but im gunno be dealing with my addictions/alki/dope/ with yeshuaJC and reading bible daily
another thing that has made me decide is they say
PERSONAL recovery depends on AA UNITY
and as im a christian(not worldly christian do)(no denomination etc etc)
well my faith is my recovery depends on my daily FULL surrender 2 god
and nothing else
my will -gods will
me drinkin or not dunt depend on other peeps(or im deluded as some in AA say)
and last but not leastly...this is gunno **** alot of peeps off but gotta say it
checkout the 12step success rates 5% stay sober
somert like 48% never return afta their first meet
and somert like 70% of peeps leave AA afta being in AA around a yr or so
anyhows im a little down on AA at min(i mite hav a change of heart who knows only GOD!)
also my father wont like my decision(hes 10yrs sober in AA approx)
however its MY decision
thx all 4 gud posts n topic's
nite an god bless
dan30 UK