well, it dose say " a god of my understanding"...which I don't fully
understand half of the time.
but the way i understand my HP is....I don't have to belive or
understand my god...that's how it got expresses in my conscious.
That's why god is god..becuase if god is so powerful and IS perfect love.
well, i read somewhere. Perfect Love demands nothing. So if god should demand
that i beliving in god..then that's a fualt god. So I guess, that would mean
i should change my mind or perception of what god is.
God is prefect not I, i'm just an ex-drunk.lol
And i read somewhere, GOD's stregnth is perfect in my perfect weakness.
you know how some people say god is not lost.
The way I process that is...maybe I'm not supose to figure god out,
I'm supose to figure me out..lol step #4 rather, rather...lol
but as i get closer. I belive god works through people.
That how it gets express in my consciousness today...who knows
I might have to change my perceptions of what god is tommorrow.
it's a conception.
I also remember people telling me...if I don't comprehend the current step
then I need to work the steps backwards...
meaning if i have a hell of a time with step #3, i should go back to step#2.
If I have a hell of a time with step #2 then I should go back to step#1.
If I have a hell of a time with step#1 then i should go back to the nearist
bar.
Last edited by SaTiT; 09-13-2007 at 12:48 PM.