Recovery is a healing process. We can trust it, even when we don't understand it. We are right where we need to be in this process; we're going through exactly what we need to experience. And where we're going is better than any place we've been.
I can vouch for that. Whenever I felt shaky about my recovery or about where it would take me, I just remembered where I had been and I knew I never wanted to go there again, so walked ahead in faith...even blind faith, trusting those who went before me.
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