I'm glad you're posting and talking about it, so it won't eat you up inside.
Sometimes I have to go home from an NA meeting and pray becuase
some recovering addicts t me off.
I learned early on not to put anyone on a pedistal.
We all judge wheater we like it or not..we have to evaluate sometimes.
I try not to condem.
but the truth of the matter is, no matter what has happen
I feel what I feel. it's my emotions or anger that's inside of me
and not anyone else. I try my best not to put my emotions
into someone else hands. Forgiveness is oneway of release that
anger from inside of me. i forgive others for myself actaully.
I guess the way i understand it is...if i don't judge , forgivness
is not requirement
Sometimes i don't feel spiriatual so I use this tool that's been passed on to me
"nobody pays rent in my head"
you're clean and sober so you must be doing something right.