i hear you
I feel the same way sometimes, but you have to remember that these feelings are only temporary. Your body and mind are so accustomed to being intoxicated all the time that they forgot what "normal" feels like. It takes time to adjust to sobriety. This is the frustrating stage, and I wish I had some great words of advice, but I don't. You just have to tough it out and really look for that Higher Power. This would be a good time to seek the advice of someone who has been there/done that. Hang in there... you can do this!