And everyone at AA smokes. I quit that crap 3 months ago and it's still tough to watch them all smoke away. Dammit I can't smoke, I can't drink, I can't do drugs, I can't eat, I hate this so much. I have no release now, I have nothing to look forward to at the end of the day.
Sounds like "someone" is having themselves a little Pity Party...not surprising, since (if I remember correctly) you have maybe a week sober.