Thanks Taz,
I just can't spend that much time away from home. We just got married in May. My first husband left me for another woman because I was always running around doing this or doing that and not taking care of or paying attention to him and I can't let that happen again. I learned that a successful relationship is not 50/50, it's 100/100 and if I'm not giving it my 100% I can't expect him to either.
I can't wait till I'm a year sober like you. I'm almost regretting quitting now, it was much easier for everybody when I was drunk as crazy as that sounds!