what do i know ?
I know plenty...but it's still screwie..thou. lol
strange... all of my partners are walking dictionaries.lol
Some said they have picture perfect memories..on parper perhase..
I beg the differ.. Actaully i rebel agaisnt it...probably becuase
my dad is a ceo..lol freaken throwing 8 silly-able words at a 8
year old kid instead of just loving him...
Imagin that..wa, being attractive to women that has the same
triats as my father.
I know there's an easy spell check botton damn it...
What make's me intelligent is that I can figure out what
people are writing and saying when it's not perfect and in greek sometimes..lol
I know growning up in a dysfunctional home, really, really mess me up.
You might get an impression I grew up in a trailer park....Nnnope!
On the westside , upper middle class. Everything all rosie on the outside,
it was all f-up on the inside..Then again, my family wasn't any different
from my childhood friend's family...becuase they pretty much lived
and acted just like my family too.
I thought is was normal and i had a normal childhood..lol
and that's about how i felt before I got sober. All rosie
on the outside and all f-up on the inside.
Then when I got old enough to get away..i was hoping I out grew that crap..
but it didn't happened like that. Luckily I got sober at 22.
I did manage to put 11 years together. After my relaped, I finally looked
into ACOA...well, it was suggested that i attend acoa when I first got sober..
See what happends when I don't follow instructions.lol
Digging up those old wounds totally sucked....I ran away from it all my life.
well it came up and bit me in the arss..it happened on god's times i guess
or maybe my HP deem it was time I healed enough to peel another layer away.lol
I'm feeling more well than I've have ever been in my entire life
but I don't wanna know anymore..lol
becuase the more i know, the less i know...