just going through something wierd.
It's not that I havn't gone through a break up or seperation from
my GF before.
maybe it's healthy for me..that's why it feels wierd...I don't know.
Honestly, i don't feel lonely today...which is a bit odd,
becuase when my gf was using, i felt lonely as hell living with her.
I don't know..maybe i'm hurting so damn much that i don't feel
anything. Or maybe I'm just too tired to cried..lol
Or maybe god is holding me up becuase i don't really beliving in god
at the moment.
or maybe I've just totally lost my marbles..lol