Thanks Astro for sharing and ur kind words.
It could be easy to sit here with self, feeling sorta
lonely....I mean i have had a full early part of the day
with a doctors checkup at 8am...then a trip to the store,
return home and head to a noon meeting......and yet
in a split moment, my selfishness allowed me to feel alone.
Why is that i wonder....i do like myself....well most of the
time..
However it would be nice to have someone to
hold me ...hmmmm....i can give myself a bear hug....but
then its not the same....lol
oh well....i tried....
Im grateful to be sober today, grateful for my health, grateful
to have as many meetings i can go to whenever i want.
I am able to witness more miracles of recovery, hold hands
and give hugs with other members....find out about another
new meeting i can go to later in the week....retire early and
head to work tomorrow.
So what's lacking....hmmmm.....a stronger more fullfilling intimate
relationship with my HP. Whatcha think?