I just found out today that my xabf cheateed and I am devastated. i am fighting the rationalizations...
It was just one weekend when I wouldn't see him b/c he was so xanax-ed out. he took the first girl swooning over him....they only kissed once. both of them agreed to this...and I am sick at the thought of it.
sad part? I have been so supportive in endeavors to become clean and healthy...he FINALLY went to rehab 11 days ago...5 days after he left I was so releived and then I received an email from that girl. I about puked.
I'd like to believe it was just b/c he was high, but I am highly fearful of reliving that pain.