This was a very scarey sentence to me...."Right now acceptance to me means accepting the fact that I'm stupid, and worthless, and unlovable, and a total failure at everything I've tried to do"
you are none of those things - that is your internal dialog on how you feel about yourself... if you ACCEPT that is what you are about - then you will never move forward... how about accepting that you are a wonderfuil bright intense human being who is deserving of a wonderful future and that you needto change the internal dialog to positive instead of negative feedbakc?
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