I feel so stupid....
Well as most of you know. I moved out and tried to have little contact with ah. well he called crying I told him I would only be around him sober.
well he got the water turned off at the house we own.. (which is in my name). So he asked could he come take a shower I said yes. Anyway, I have been letting him eat with us and bath there. And spend the night well.... Last night my daughter informed me he had one of his meth headed friends there. He is at work today but, I am not putting up with it. He can stay with no water.
Thats why I moved...
I just feel stupid to think he wouldnt let them people come there. Well I am now finished I dont care how hurt he gets.... Its his choice. Not mine...
Also, If any one has not read If you Love me let me fall someone posted here it is the one to read... I printed it out so I could re read it daily. Thak you to whom ever posted it..
And thanks to all for letting me vent..
I really want to kick myself. I should have known.. If I can ever just let go I will be okay.
Hugs to all....