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Old 09-04-2007, 12:13 PM
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Lilya
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The ax did fall

Sometimes there is a gut feeling, sometimes there is irrational fear. The problem is to "have the wisdom to know the difference".

Turns out my fear about the outcome of the project was not irrational. The ax did fall and I´ve been in and out of meetings with angry executives. I´m hoping the worst is over, because we have done everything we can to correct our mistakes, but when people want to make mischief, they do.

I´m dealing with a difficult, volatile person who screams at me one minute, then hugs me and calls me "darling" the next. That person is writing e-mails all over the place with deep, emotional propaganda against me and my business. Can´t wait to get out of the country and be thousand miles away from them.

I´m letting go right now. I´ve done my very best and now it´s time to let Higher Power take over. That´s it. C´est terminé! I´m off ot the movies.

Love and light,
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