Originally Posted by
On~Fire 
No I havent been, i have only myself to blame. I just make myself sick sometimes. I cant even look at myself. People have no idea how i feel, on the outside looking in everyone thinks im fine. But im on a major relapse. I had quite a few months of sobriety this year. But quitting this time is hard and im digging myself in a hole again.
Hey, Onfire... Feeling the same way about quitting this time. I'm glad you're here on the forum, too, and hope you keep working to get to a good point again. So many here have done it, and some of the stuff I've read has really helped (me, at least) put things into perspective. I figure if they can do it, then perhaps with some persistance, so can I.
Thanks for posting, because writing now to you is actually HELPING me. I've been looking inward so much, focusing on me, me, me for the last few days...
Hugs,
Liz