Originally Posted by
Rowan 
I've felt that way, many times. Didn't want to live, and didn't want to die. Just didn't want to be. Getting sober and staying that way has been the hardest thing to do, but I can't believe how much my outlook on life has changed. I also need medication for depression and that's helped alot too.
Don't give up.
Wow. Funny (strange, not ha! Ha! funny)
I just finished writing a post re: feeling hopeless, outlook on life possible changing with continued sobriety and the need for antidepressants.
Thanks, Rowan.
And hang in there, OnFire. Lots of great advice and love here.
Liz