you are welcome ryan, when I first came here it helped so much , long before I was ready to work on me, it helped just knowing that I wasnt alone others knew how I felt. Since in real life........not many people can understand what its like to love an addict much less live with one.........
abandonment is something I think alot of us have to deal with. Its hard to comprehend that someone whos suppose to love us can continue to hurt us and seem to not care at all.................but its part of addiction