Hi Ang! Always happy to read your posts and to look at the little one.
I'm actually using music to help me beat this and to lift my spirits or get me to thinkin' a bit -- motivational stuff you might say.
Some of my favorites right now...
Hallelujah (Rufus Wainwright, Jeff Buckley or k.d. Lang version -- I have them all)
Tracy Chapman: Change, Be and Be not Afraid, All That You Have Is Your Soul
Joan Osborne: One of Us
The Poozies: Another Train
There's a wonderful thread on this very forum that touches on this... I don't really know how to copy it, though.
Anyway -- Turn the music into ammunition, a tool, a means of beating this, Ang!
Hugs to you way over there across the water...