Originally Posted by
gns 
Astro and Rella you seemed to want and crave the fight, too - why? Elizabeth, what about you - did you want it?
I'm an alcoholic, I'm self-centered and ego-driven. I never wanted to be wrong, and always wanted the upper hand. Otherwise, I'd feel weak. So I'd keep up the fight until she backed down or threw up her hands in disgust.
I saved a lot of those emails. Looking back at them now I can't believe the stupid crap I was making an issue over.