Don't be daft (((((north)))))
I am SO sorry if I have made you feel at all paranoid.
You are NOT the reason I am not posting - I have just been a little lost for words lately. The subs have made me feel a bit up and down (don't think I'm on a high enough dose) and I've had all sorts of family stuff going on and I don't really like to discuss it too much here.
Please don't think I am upset with you north hun. Yes, what you said on my other thread did affect me - but not in the way you think. I am an addict too sweety. I know what it is to be envious of someone else's supply of drugs LOL!!!
Truth is, it made me think about something which really upsets me.
WHY CAN'T EVERYONE GET THE SAME SORT OF ACCESS TO HELP???!!!
I know realistically it's never gonna happen. But I just feel bad that I am able to get on subs for free (aside to taxes - lol) through my NHS doctor. You (along with others) have to either/or, pay vast sums of money/travel vast amount of miles to see someone.
It's not fair and I thought discussing it made that all the more apparant.
I was still gonna come and talk here though north. I just don't have much to say at the moment.
Oh, other than, I have drunk quite a lot of alcohol this weekend.
Bring it on the friends...