i know what u mean about being relieved! i just got my second one and they were 1yr 1 month apart! what i did was went back to aa asap!! i feel truely at home there, makes me wonder why i wanted leave so bad the first time!! (stupid following directions! haha) i have only been sober a short while right now but i feel so good right now!! the weight has been lifted off my shoulders and now i am right where i belong, in recovery!!
check out a meeting and just remember you cant get drunk if you dont pick up that first drink!!
L