Don't ever think it's "one last time"
Hi. I'm done with drinking. I just got my 4th DUI (my 2nd in one year). And I thought it was going to be my "one last time".
The strange thing is, I've actually been feeling relieved that I was caught. This has convinced me that I have a serious drinking problem. Not just a drinking and driving problem.
I know the source of the biggest hurts in my life is alcohol.
I'm going on antabuse. I don't know what else to do!!
Looking for support in this hard time. Can you believe a beer sounds good right now? But I won't do it. I know where it leads...
Thanks!
-H