Hi Bonbon - sorry to hear you are having such a rough time right now. There is an excellent post on the NA board by Pernell titled "Step Three" about turning things over to our HP and I brought it back up to the top for you. I found it fascinating and I thought it may be of help to you right now. Hang in there. Hugs.
[This message has been edited by margo (edited May 15, 2002).]