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Old 08-18-2007, 02:21 PM
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Lilya
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Feeling anxious

Hi everyone,

This project I´ve been organising went well, but some parts of it were not without mistakes. I made an error in judgement and am paying for it. I expect some bad press, because I hired people who did not do their job as they should, but other than that I´m relieved that it´s over.

I was offered another project but I´m wondering if it´s worth all this stress. In some ways I want to do really well this time and make up for everything that went wrong, but... I´m probably too anxious.

I would love some input. Feeling fragile and waiting for some invisible ax to fall. I´ve been swimming and going to AA meetings, but I still feel vulnerable.

Love and light,
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