Actually, I don't want anyone to take care of me. I like doing things for myself, and even when I am alone, I am never lonely. I am just too busy to be lonely.
I imagine that this came from my childhood, I was an only child, I spent most of my time alone, so, I devised my own system for entertainment, one that has warded off lonliness.
With that said, I do understand, and I hope today is a better day for you.