Hello Zombina!
Welcome to SR....
I suggest you read some posts and jump on threads that you can relate
to...
It seems by what you have said that alcohol is affecting your life in
many areas..if not all..and it appears to be a serious problem for you.
I suggest you make a doctor appointment now...you are so young and
alcohol abuse does damage our health..at the very least.
A doctor can advise you on this..and suggest options for you to
consider...
My best to you!
lLve,
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IO