Hi Cekiya,
I like your name, and sig line! Welcome to Sober Recovery. I'm glad you decided to post. I agree that we cannot think ourselves well. Willpower, coupled with my intellect, failed me. Again and again.
Spirituality, God, has been a source of strength for me, although I was reluctant to turn the reins over to Him. When I do, and humbly ask His help, everything seems to run more smoothly.
Please continue to post and share whatever comes to mind.
I was a weekend binger too - I can identify.
Glad you're here
Rowan