Welcome ceikya.You will find alot of support here. Yep-that 'insane thinking' is something we're all familiar with.I do believe recovery isn't just about stopping drinking-it's about healing my emotional/physical and spiritual self as well.When drinking I was so disconnected from my self.I'm slowly finding my way back and I know you can too.
Glad you're here.Keep reading and posting.We're here for you,
Jules
