Splendra your right as always, i know....i really need to tell myself once and for all that he's not the one for me and his actions towards me were that much worse.
Mair, no it wouldn't be better i guess, at least with his ex i know what he's getting, a piece of dung!!!! No, nothing matters anymore other than me trying to get back to my old life where i actually laughed and had fun. I'm just so scared. Theres an end of the summer party in a few weeks which i decided not to go because he's a member there and i decided not to put myself in that position.
There are no other words than I FEEL COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY LOST these days
