It took me a good couple of months for the toxins to leave, for my emotions to settle down, and for my body and soul to repair so that I *knew* this was worth it, not just because I intellectually knew it was necessary for me not to drink.
Think of this like a long improvised jam, mike...takes a few bars to get into the groove, you know ?...but when you're there !!...
am I happy 95% of the time. Nope. Only dogs, idiots and religious zealots are happy that much.
This is life. But I have more ups than downs, I like myself, and I wouldn't change my life for anyone elses
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