i need a meeting!
i blew it last night. i lost my patience and said mean things to my daughter and husband. i got all important, you know? and i hurt the people that i care the most about. including myself. i made threats and demands. i caused more problems on top of the ones we already have right now. i just lost it.
i have a bad case of the guilts today.
not a good couple of days in recovery...
k