Feeling Better. Very Dangerous
So i am starting to feel so much better and now I am trying to convince myself that I can drink again. I know this is wrong, but I can't shake the craving.
I went to the grocery store today for the first time since i stopped drinking 9 days ago and i had to wrestle with myself to stop myself from going down the beer aisle. It's hot and sunny and it's the perfect time for a beer or a wine cooler.
I made it out of the store and now i am at home wishing i had picked up some Mikes Hard Lemonade. AAAAAHHH
I don't know what will happen. I am struggling.
Karen