Nice to meet you O-Man,
Just like GP and others have stated, you have made a great decision for YOU....Concentrate on YOUR recovery and all other aspects of your life will become manageable and (as corny as it sounds) WONDERFUL......I can't say it any other way!! About 15 months ago, I was were you are now....I had to suck up my pride and do something that does not come easily to me (and most others with this disease) ASK FOR HELP!!!!!! I got help and I continue to listen and learn from those who have been there......It is a rough ride, but well worth it.....FREEDOM is right around the corner.......Keep posting......
Work Hard and Enjoy Life....Ned