Hi all, Thank you for all your advice.. YES.. you all snapped me too.. I have to admit, at first I was taken aback that you all did NOT understand my plight.. I mean its my son. Could I be that off?
Although after further thought, prayer & reading the other posts, I cant help but feel a loss for all the years I have lost by coddling my AS for so long.. I have started with an Al-anon group.. I think its going to make a difference!
Take heed all you parents.. your alcoholic children WILL use you and manipulate YOU until you lose touch with reality.. I have missed so much of my other children & grandchildren lives.. I am NOW going to chose Al-anon and TRY to make amends with my children and grandchildren…
I feel such a loss.. I know it sounds strange, but I hope I can maintain this feeling, I think It will help me to be strong later.. Because, We all know its only a matter of time before my AS throws the guilt on me again.. (oh please LORD help me to stay strong)
Last edited by 2much2handle; 08-05-2007 at 09:14 PM.
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