(((((((((Susan)))))))))))
So sorry that you are feeling so blue. I wish I could show up at your door with some fresh flowers, some peach tea and a shoulder to cry on. If you think it would make you feel better to know that she is at least okay........then have someone go over there and check on her. You can't force her to come home or do anything else for that matter. If you do get to talk to her, I would probably just tell her you wanted to know if she was okay. Maybe it would open up the lines of communication.
Just my 2 cents..........it is so hard not knowing if she is dead or alive.
Keeping you in my prayers.
Love.................................Lo