((((((((Susan)))))))
I'm sorry you are struggling so much right now.
Marle's post said it all.
My prayer for you is that you can let go...give all of your fear, anger, confusion and doubt to your HP...but most of all, give your daughter to him too. You cannot fix this problem..you can't solve it...but HE can. He's got a plan, Susan. Its not for us to understand it...but its there just the same. Please don't lose faith.
You and your daughter are in my thoughts and prayers tonight...