Thank you all for your support and prayers. I sure feel like I have been hit with a ton of bricks. It is so hard because I want to help my daughter heal from her pain and at the same time I have to be careful not to enable her addiction. I am also grieving over the life that I lived with the man I trusted most in this world. I am also beating myself up for not protecting my child. If only she would have told me. She started using drugs right after he died six yrs. ago. She used to tell me that he was not dead to her......I thought she was just having trouble accepting his death. She now tells me "now do you understand why I couldn't bury him". My heart is so broken for her, for me. I don't know what I would do without this forum to spill out my feelings.
I love you all of you.............Lois