Originally Posted by
Rowan 
Hi Madworld,
Thank you for sharing, for being so honest. You're very lucky to be alive. I admire your courage and determination to get well.
Besides willpower, what else is helping you to stay clean?
I hope you continue to read and post here - welcome to our recovery community.
Rowan
You know whats help me stay clean is thinking about just going through those withdrawals all over again. Yo that was some intense s**t and I don't want to do it all over again.