Hi,
I had a major anxiety attack this morning. Got an e-mail from one of my bosses who is really angry because one of my staff made a mistake. She then called and screamed on the phone. I am responsible and rightly so, but she was over the top hysterical. Thankfully, I remained calm.
I contacted my staff and collaborateurs and now the problem is solved.
However, I feel absolutely awful, knot in the stomack, headache, general feeling of being ill. Probably I shouldn´t have such a stressful job with my illness, but years ago, when I started my career, I promised myself that I should not let the anxiety attacks interfere with my dreams.
However, on top of everything bothering me now, I feel like I´m really nothing, weak as a kid and just not feeling good.
On the other hand, I hope all of you reading this have a good day.
Love and light,